Mandatory Suicide

In this paradox of life
I used to know so well
The path of my existance
Has led me into Hell

I'm lost in my maze of mortality
I'm drowning in blood soaked tears
I'm falling from a starless sky
As an angel scarred with fears

I've looked far and wide
I've bled and I've cried
But happiness is something
I still can't seem to find

You left me alone
In the pouring rain
Blood-Soaked tears
Streaming down a borken face

You said you cared
I knew you lied
I seen you with him
That's why I'm dead inside

You met me late
That very night
You told me you loved me
You held me as I cried

Why can't you see
The pain in my eyes
Why can't you understand
The hurt I feel inside

You've been with me
Such a long, long time
You've held me as I've bled
You've held me as I cried

The time has come
For I must go
Time is running slowly
For my tortured soul

Making cuts
That can never heal
The blood is gushing
This is for real

You've seen it coming
You knew I'd die
A victim of my own
Mandatory suicide...