"Afraid"

"Afraid"

the crimes i had committed

i was guilty as sin

a scared little boy

hiding from demons within

i never meant to hurt you

i'm sorry for every tear

my love for you was true

it was me living in fear

you'll always be my love

ill always hold you dear

ill spend my life wishing

i could have kept you near

My love has grown

over time and space

afraid to talk to you

or see your beautiful face

I have a new fear now

that's weighing me down

I'm afraid ill never stop loving you

never stop wanting you around

i'm sorry for the hurt

the pain you felt

i still feel it today

from the pain i dealt

I'm lying in a hotel

after an amazing day

afraid of seeing you again

afraid of what you may say

was it all a mistake

the time we spent

i shudder at the thought

and try to repent

you and trin

hold my heart

with every beat

it pains me to be apart

Maybe I shouldn't have came

made it easier on all

cause when i seen your face

i instantly felt the fall

i'm still madly in love

and i can't help but say

i long to wake up next to you

for the rest of my days

you told me tonight

love never dies

if you ever find yourself single

just look me in the eyes

you'll see the man

that I've become

because the person i used to be

was slowly coming undone

until that time

I'm always here

a victim of my love

no longer living in fear

so keep my heart

and hold it near

think of my love

anytime you feel a tear...