Want to Die

I pull the razor

Across my skin
Splitting my flesh

Watching blood begin

I feel no pain

From the cut so deep

My heart is in pieces

My distance I'll keep

I want to die

Kill the pain inside

Can't fight the tears
So I cry and cry

My Wife is gone

My Daughter too

I lost my life

When I lost you

The day you left

I made a choice

Through pill, gun or blade

I shall silence my voice

I want to die

Take my last breath

When the pills take effect

I shall fear not death

I tried int once

But did not die

I'm not a quitter

I'll give it another try

Nobody will save me

Not like they care

Nobody would stop me

Just point, laugh, and stare...