Wednesday, April 3, 2013

"Past is Present"

"Past is Present"

I'm driving forward
into the past
the present behind me
wishing the past was my last

ive still got that feeling
of butterflies when we talk
my love has only grown
next to you i want to forever walk

but it cannot be
for my past mistakes
the price i pay
for the hearts i break

I've hurt you in ways
that cannot be undone
a victim of myself
and a love on the run

the life i lost
when you walked away
showed me my mistakes
why nobody stays

but with you its different
my love is true
there's nobody in this world
that could compare to you

so now what do i do
when I'm sitting in the presence of the past
wishing every day
that you would have been my last

i want to hold you
kiss away your tears
love you like i couldn't
alleviate you fears

but this is just a poem
words written on a page
its not going to bring you back
i should have acted my age

its not about love
that much we've got
but the trust i broke
the chance would take a lot

Im not gonna beg you
or ask you to stay
come thursday afternoon
ill be on my way

im heading back home
but id much rather stay
a baby and school
i know theres no way

we dont have to be together
its just nice to see your face
but its so hard not to kiss you
i feel our love misplaced...

Tuesday, April 2, 2013



the crimes i had committed
i was guilty as sin
a scared little boy
hiding from demons within

i never meant to hurt you
i'm sorry for every tear
my love for you was true
it was me living in fear

you'll always be my love
ill always hold you dear
ill spend my life wishing
i could have kept you near

My love has grown
over time and space
afraid to talk to you
or see your beautiful face

I have a new fear now
that's weighing me down
I'm afraid ill never stop loving you
never stop wanting you around

i'm sorry for the hurt
the pain you felt
i still feel it today
from the pain i dealt

I'm lying in a hotel
after an amazing day
afraid of seeing you again
afraid of what you may say

was it all a mistake
the time we spent
i shudder at the thought
and try to repent
you and trin
hold my heart
with every beat
it pains me to be apart

Maybe I shouldn't have came
made it easier on all
cause when i seen your face
i instantly felt the fall

i'm still madly in love
and i can't help but say
i long to wake up next to you
for the rest of my days

you told me tonight
love never dies
if you ever find yourself single
just look me in the eyes

you'll see the man
that I've become
because the person i used to be
was slowly coming undone

until that time
I'm always here
a victim of my love
no longer living in fear

so keep my heart
and hold it near
think of my love
anytime you feel a tear...